I duno

Maybe it was too drastic to completely eradicate you from my life, I should probably have done it in doses, I think it's too late now. I duno, I would kinda very much like you back in my life. For you were the only one I could truly talk to, for you were the only one who let me know both sides of the argument and for you would the only one that made me feel alive when I was around you. If you are there reading this and you don't mind walking back into my life please do. At least then I would feel worth something again and not so empty and hollow.

I'm going to post it before my ego gets the better of me.