Happiness

Someone told me:

If you want to be happy

then just be

The most true saying in the world but also false sometimes sadness is just too overpowering to conquer by merely forcing yourself to feel otherwise.

But I nonetheless believe in the saying.

Mwah

sobz

so seeing as being sad seems to by my forte, I am going to wallow again. Just when I thought my life was actually looking up something else strikes me down and you would have thought that after a certain amount of pain that you stop feeling but its not so. In some strange way the more hurt you are the more intensified the pain is the next time, but I think I have gotten to a stage where I just numb myself up and feel nothing which I dunno if is better or worse to be truthful.

As paramore say:

'You are the only exception'

and how true that sentence is, you don't realise how much until you love someone.

peace

sobz

Donny =S

ok...
a stupid boy called donny is sitting next to me
harassing me!!!! ¬_¬'
he's being a bum!!!
he has just stolen my vaseline from infront of me!
and I have vowed never to talk to him again
knowing me it will last about 2 minutes before
i start screaming for my vaseline back! =/
He is know threateninig to delete the message
I need back...
I have just spoke to him
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
stupid boy ¬_¬'
anyway...
I am now going back to not talking to him
=D
mwah
sobz

Quick random thought

You can conquer all,
once you are happy
with yourself...

Friends

Friends...
Everyone tries to convince themselves that
they will last forever, but do they?
I lost a friend today, but I see it more as
she lost me because as all little children say
"she started it!" *points a finger at the other person*
Friends you trust; you let everything to so when you
finally stop being friends they have so much against
you. This is why a lot of people decide
most people say sorry and never talk to
that person again. Very ironic.
Anyway in my case I make friends
to replace my family.
I make friends in the hope that they will stay
forever
but thats it for today!!!
sobz

Quick random thought

I am in a book where
my story,
lies on the last pages
one day someone will
reach them..
and help me escape..

Exams

What are the point of exams, they are only
testing our ability to remember facts,
what happens if someone has a really bad memory (ie. me)
what would that person do I have only 5 exams left to do. yay!! :)
How do people revise, I was never taught how to!!!
Anyway.......
I am going to be lazy and do nothing but chat on msn and
eat noodles!! (I may be sick from all the noodles but we'll see :s)
I might watch a film but what i dont know...
see ya
sobz