so seeing as being sad seems to by my forte, I am going to wallow again. Just when I thought my life was actually looking up something else strikes me down and you would have thought that after a certain amount of pain that you stop feeling but its not so. In some strange way the more hurt you are the more intensified the pain is the next time, but I think I have gotten to a stage where I just numb myself up and feel nothing which I dunno if is better or worse to be truthful.

As paramore say:

'You are the only exception'

and how true that sentence is, you don't realise how much until you love someone.

peace

sobz