You Knew

People say:

'You don't know what you've got

until its gone.'

Truth is, you knew what you had.

You just never thought you'd lose it

oh well

Sometimes you just have to admit life is a little shit

and the only person you can blame is yourself

somewhere else.

In a place called disturbia.

Again

I'm in too deep...

I'm falling.

I'll get hurt.

I am hurt.

There can't possibly be a hurt more

painful than this.

emotion jar

Everytime I felt something

I wrote it down

Everytime I wrote it down

I placed them in a jar

Everytime I felt empty

I got out my emotions

Everytime I took one out

I remembered the time it was felt

Everytime I preserved an emotion

I lost the right to feel it again

~For it is not right to lock them away in jars

saved for a rainy day~

...

I'll sleep when I'm dead...

when all else fails...

The only thing left to do is sleep