You follow me eveywhere

Are they really nightmares when they follow me into the day?

Hello....

Need to get used to saying good bye now...

added to the last post...

~ME?~

one word, one question...

WHY?

Dont say you love..

Don't say you fucking love me

I don't want it!

~I just want to cry~

Someone told me...

I charm people

I dont like this

Compulsive liar I am...

I'm fine...

~Inside my soul cries~

I don't love you

~such ugly and painfully untrue words~

Dear Diary

Today I cried

felt small

felt stupid

felt childish

felt dead

and now again I feel numb

lots of meaningless love

Sobz

p.s

No one is allowed to love me ever again

Sometimes...

The most beautiful things

are the most painful

The brightest light

is the darkness

and the silence

speaks louder than any words

~These sometimes are most dangerous

but also the safest~

Confessions of a broken heart...

~Ouch!~

please...

Don't let me fall down the same hole,

I want what I can't have

I need what I must not

~oh look I just forgot to breathe again~

ignorance is handed to the lucky

This is what it feels like to give up, to finally realise the truth,

the truth fucking hurts and I don't think I want to know the

truth ever again, ignorance is bliss. I wish I were more oblivious

because I can't take this much longer

If you love something...

...Set it free

~and if it comes back

its meant to be~